| | Current Music: | LIL JOHN-Crunk juice- stop f****in with me | | Subject: | karate explosion | | Time: | 10:14 pm | | Current Mood: | kee a eee glavin |
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| hey mannnn
im sittin here,
bored, finals are muy mal
i hate them, me muy mal es hoy finals, hahahahaha
GRRRRRRRRR
who needs tolo anyway? i do
but i dont sweat it, its cool, i like to hack on the comp more
dude chicks dig guys with skills like pretzel twisting skills, girl pimping skills, karate explosion skills, and indianna jones whip skills
im so add, i think hahaha
i have to get surgery on my ankel, to get the pound of metal screws that are in there, it sucks i dont wanna, but i do so i can like lay around, but whatever its cool, its really starting to hurt because my growth plate is tryin to clos or somethin, but the metal is in the way, and it hurts ALL THE TIME
jajajaj vlah | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Kc And Jo Jo-All my life | | Subject: | weekend is over | | Time: | 10:16 pm | | Current Mood: | grrrrrrr(for scott) |
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| this weekend was alright, was very boring
"this cruise was a heck of a fun place, its like wooo wooo, a free ride man!!" words of a great great man
well i this last week sucked, it was boring
dissapointed but whatever
i quit
nothin to write
chingylingyding dong face boogaloodoo | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| umm its thursday, since i last posted, i got over a fight with some ppl, but im kinda still mad at some ppl, but im not sweating it.
i get paid tomarow
im sm exhausted,ive been running a lot | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | guuu | | Subject: | umm fuck u | | Time: | 01:28 am | | Current Mood: | aggravated |
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| umm pretty much not happy
look at this
what do i drive again? | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | twista-hope | | Time: | 09:17 pm | | Current Mood: | hopeful |
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| | im dying of disiease unknown to most | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| breaks over, its been good, i had fun. thanks to everyone who differed my break
everyone
josh justin scott tay kalley joy melissa luke kirsten jamie josie kellie , im just tryin to remember who all i hung out with, if i didnt say u then maybe we didnt hang out, or maybe i dont remember dont worry bout it
thats all i can say
its been fun
holla at me if u had fun
and i hate some ppl really badly, with a passion
but i love ppl with a passion | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment  |
| 12:28 spencer updated live journel
nothin is happening right. its like i am trying to draw a straight line but i dont have a damn ruler so its all over the place.
shit i thought of that by myself
umm dec 20. boring day, nothin happend, me and j krug hung out.
dec 21 dont know whats gonna happen because thats today, and its 12:30 now so it just started. me and j krug and kasey o campo and gonna most likely get together and wash our cars tomarow, any one wanna join,
umm nothin has happend in the last week, except shit on friday night at lukes. but hey who wants to talk about that , well i know that i dont want to, so its cool.umm
ummmm jamaica we have a bobsled team
i hope everyone can get over the whole misheoff thing, like tping and stuff like that, its fun everyonce in a while but it gets old fast when ppl are doing that everydamn night
well
umm
ok
call me bye bye my man my man | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | jay z- song cry | | Subject: | well then | | Time: | 05:05 pm | | Current Mood: | annoyed |
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| well i havnt updated in a while but nothin really is goin on
hangin with josh and scott a lot but we have so much fun, we hang out and make fun of eachother, but dont really mean any of it. a lot of ppl think that they just use me because i can drive, but i know they dont, because weve been really good friends for a while, its just one day i was bored to i called josh and we hung out and had fun. plus we have spanish together so we have tons of fun. Together we are the: BRB
DONT MESS WITH US
Someone threw dogg food on my car, but whatever, i know who it was, and i dont see why they did it. just because i didnt hang out with them one day. well i didnt think they really liked me so i just didnt call them, but whatever, i would never do anything to anything of theirs. but whatever i dont car, i just dont like the fact that thats all ppl do all weekend is drive around and do stuff to other ppls stuff. like ive done it before, but ppl take it too far , and thats all they do all weekend. i actually car about my car, and i dont want ppl fucking with it. but if they do they well get somethin coming for them
but thats it well im gonna go now and look my my liscense then go to the game | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | oh my | | Time: | 12:14 am |
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| well its saturday evening. and i just got home a lot of stuff happend this weekend, and in the last few weeks, its been 2 weeks since i updated. umm i got my car fixed the next day. and hung wit scott and josh a lot, and i love them sometimes
umm last night was gayy, but it ended on a good night 8 was the magic number,and thats it. ppl ditched us, and some ppl just wanted us to leave and drive around, then come back, wich was gay. so we found better ppl to hang with. umm
tonight was alright, nothin fun. went to kalleys, then scott and josh were being gay so i felt bad for kalley so i took them home
its weird how high school can really change ppl. i was amazed this weekend. i am honestly schocked about some ppl, and how they change.
i would give anything to go back to 6th grade, and do it all over again | comments: Leave a comment  |
| i got a car on monday. and it was exactly what i wanted since last year. the exact car. and tonight i was leavin kellys house
and i hear
THudd
and i was like oh shit, because my car wouldnt go anywhere
so ive had my car for 6 days. and now its fuckin broken.
i hate my life
nothin goes right | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment  |
| the 4 day weekend is coming to an end. and it was one of the best weekends ever. it was soo much fun. so much to talk about, but some just cant, some dont wanna. so im just gonna say one thing.... evernight was
ONE HECK OF A NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| last night was pretty much one of the worst nights ever
i cant believe we lost........
i would really like to find the names of the shitty referees and screw with them. i felt the worst i have in a long time, i seriously cried the whole way home even though i didnt choose to play with the varsity the rest of the year, i still felt a part of the team.
this season wasnt the best one for me, i got hurt, and played in 1 game. i practiced 8 times. it was really bad. but it was still the most fun 5 months of my life. i cant wait until next year.
i saw ike after the game, and he knows what its like because he got hurt this year too. and i wasnt even thinkin of me really not having the best season until i saw ike, and i hugged him and just said" next year man, next year." and thats all that im looking forward to.
i went on the feild after and talked to some of the players, and i thought i felt sad , but i couldnt even imagine how they felt, because they actually played and contributed to the effort that we put out. and i saw t hud, and he was way sad, and i felt bad. even the sophs that just got pulled up at the end of season were crying.
i saw all the seniors crying, and i realized that that was the last time most of them were going to put on a football uniform and play. i noticed captain kellen wasnt even stable enough to shake hands or yet to leave the feild. i cant even imagine the feeling of that being the last football game they are ever gonna play in.
i talked to luke after the game( hes a stud, and he had an amazing year.) and he was so broken up. he just hugged me and said he loved me and i really felt bad after that.
other than that life has been pretty shitty. and ill just end it there | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | locked up | | Subject: | ??????????? | | Time: | 08:57 pm | | Current Mood: | sad |
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| just got home from THE game. we beat woodinville it was hecka tight, and i got to play way way more than i thought i was going to, but i dont think i played to my potential. and when the game was over that is when it all started.
Firts the coaches started talkin about the end of the season, and i realized that the season was over and i got way sad. then ron( dru's dad) came and started talking about us doint it for dru, and then i suddenly felt a tear roll down my face.
then we had an o line meeting and coach j talked to us about how he loves us, and enjoyed coaching us, and i still felt way sad but it wasnt as bad until we got done and everyone was cleaning up the feild and i knew the season was over but it didnt really seem like it until that point and i started crying again, and then kalley came up and talked to me while i was crying, and she asked me what was wrong , but i couldnt really talk so i felt like a total queer.
whatever make fun of me because i was crying. whatever i dont care because i bet no one knows what its like to work ur ass off to get better, and have ur chance to showcase taken away, and not play all year until the last game.
now im just gonna go to sleep probably | comments: Leave a comment  |
| soo much damn fury, and i cant wait until wednesday to release it all.
ive been playin bothell football for a little over 5 months now, and i have ONE oppertunity to show what ive done in those 5 months. I have ONE game, 4 quarters, to show the work i have done in the last 5 damn months. Whatever it fucking takes, i will give that shit up. i dont care about getting hurt or any gay shit like that. i sit here and i am shaking because i want to play so bad. it will be the biggest day. i cant wait, and i hope everyone is there to see. its the last game for most, yeah that may be sad, but this is my only. and im gonna make up for all the games ive missed.
I found out today that there is a chance that i wont be able to play but im not worried about because its not gonna happen, im gonna play some damn football on wednesday night.
IF i dont play then i will seriously hate myself forever. but i cant keep thinkin that i wont play because im gettin super pissed and sad just thinkin about it.
just wait until wednesday, even if i get one damn play, it will be the best play of the damn year.if i get one play, it will be........... well you'll just have to find out | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | gayyy | | Time: | 09:11 pm |
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| well i just got my computer back, so im gonna update this. i started to play football on monday and ive been hitting and it is the best feeling i have ever had. i missed football sooo much, and im super bummed that its over next week, but im gonna go out there and whoop some freakin woodinville ass. i cant wait to kill people on the battlefeild.
thats great and all but i wasnt feeling the best lately , and i thought i was just upset because i couldnt play football, and once i started playing again, it would get better...... but yet it hasnt.i may seem really happy all the time, usually i am, but it seems like people really dislike me now days. like ppl that used to talk to me all the time, just like ignore me,or like say hi then walk away. its gay but o well shit happens, i just feel like ppl hate me. and what makes it even worse is that ppl never like want to hang out with me like they used to,i could list so many times lately when ive just gotten flat out shut down. like after most of the recent football games, everyone goes somewhere to hang out, and everyone is invited except me( or so it seems)
i really hate having my liscense,dont get me wrong here, i love having the freedom, but i hate the bitches that ask me for rides everywhere. i really hate everyone that asks me for rides, its so damn annoying. its not that bad like when im with someone and they ask for a ride somewhere, but when someone calls me and asks me to take them somewhere, thats one of the things that pisses me off more that anything in the whole world. and when ppl get mad when i wont take them somewhere, i could really care less if they are mad, because i got caught driving with ppl in my car, so i dont want my liscense taken away so i dont really drive ppl lately,but ppl act all pissed because i wont take them somewhere.
im goin to bed because my body is on dead mode | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| frickin a, ive just been feeling so crappy lately. i dont know why, but everything is just not goin according to fun. but on the other hand, luke is a pimp, because i said so. that was awesome.
but yeah, i sit here listening to music and doing gay ass hw, i feel like totally poopy. i dont know why but i just do. i feel like i want something more.i think i know what it is, but its just.............
im gonna go just lay in bed until i fall asleep | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | geeze | | Time: | 09:54 pm |
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| i havnt posted in a while, and too much shit has happend to name it all, but i hate my life, it seems like i wake up, and go to school, and sit through crap all day, then go to football , where i sit there or stand and walk around. and not being able to play is seriously killing me, ppl are wining about being out for a week or two, but i havnt hit anyone since spring.and i worked my ass off all summer and got way faster and way stronger, i lost 20 pounds( and the thing is that i wasnt trying to, i just wanted to be stronger and faster, and that came with it) i dont think it looks like i have but some ppl have mentioned it, but just like family and good freinds.but anyways i am dying not getting to play, and watching the damn team do so bad , and the reason is because the linemen are retarded, and i feel like its my fault that i cant try to make us better. so after football, i come home, get a lil somethin to eat, then i go to bed, and wait for the same damn thing to happen the next day. its like a non stopping cycle of crap, i have nothin to look forward to in my day.
but i love bothell, it seems like ppl are being more nice to me this year. like last yeat i used to walk to all my classes by myself, and not really talk to that many ppl, but this year, its just way more fun, and ppl stop me to talk to them . its just better overall.
i get my liscense on wednesday
yess
i asked joy to homecoming today. she said yes, and i was like "yesss" hahhaha which im really happy that im goin with joy because she is super dooper cool, and i enjoy haning with her
im out | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | yeah the last few days have been fun. last night mel and joy came over to hang out , that was pretty fun. umm then i went to sleep. i woke up and now i am here. im goin to take my written test today to get my liscense so i can watch all u fools walk down the street while i laugh. hahahahah my b day is on sunday and its gonna be cool. im goin to red robin on monday for a party well im gonna go ice my knee tata | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| i just got back from the doctor and i must say i am pretty happy because there is no ligament damage in my knee so that means no surgery, and ill be able to play this year. but there is a chunk of bone broke off of my knee cap but thats ok. i just have to do some therapy until i can jog again, then when i can sprint that means i can play again. but that is gonna be 3-6 weeks, but im overally happy because my ligaments ar ok
yay now i gotta go to afternoon practice and stand around | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
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